March 23, 2005 This is so screwed. I went to apply for CI. My dad's making it seem as if it's some .. up school. Like your condamned if you go in. What's the matter with that? RArrrr. I so want to further my Science (and Maths if possible). Where else can I go. Sheesh.
Appeals for RP starts 28th March. I still don't care if it's just going to be a little sparkle of hope. I'd appeal either way.
He says he's not choosing for me. But what's with the long talk he just gave, ACCOUNTS. ACCA. Whatever. I've only like 2% interest in it since Jia Ying's interested it in. That makes me feel safe that at least someone I know trusts herself to get in there.
I know I'd be happy or rather the happiest if I hadn't found out so much about Nursing. Hello world. There's goin to be like 1200 intake for NYP. Then another I don't know how many more for NP. Lets say 200500 drop out throughout the whole course. 1000 + 800 (I'll assume) = 1800 700 + 500 = 1200 ( I just made it seem more realistic, supposedly.) They said there's a shortage. Lets say it was in 2003 that there was a shortage. I'll graduate in 3years time. 1800 * 5=9000 1200 * 5= 6000 They can't expect to have so many staff working in the hospitals? Then it's going to just increase and increase. Then I'd get more competition and all this. And for now, I don't want to leave this country to some ulu ulu or some high cost of living place. Not as if it's one nurse to one person.
Then I'm also worried about mixing with the wrong people if I ever go in. Hello? Look at the cut off point. Bahh. Now I'm totally not happy with going to this course. How am I to feel good about something I'm unhappy with?
I don't care about the distance. I want something I like. Looks like they're not giving me a choice even though he says he is.
Ah fine be that way. I can't tie my hair without forgetting that it's the messiest hairstyle in my entire life. That sucks too.
And right now, I just don't feel like blogging. So, BYE.